I heard like songs about how they would toss a toaster in a bathtub full of water while they’re in it but, I don’t own a toaster. I do own a toaster oven does that count?
Hello everyone so I got back from California last night around 12. The car ride back was interesting talking about all kinds of things from dumb people to what color our toe jam would be based on personality. Apparently the color of mine would be indigo lol. Tylee had the idea of wondering what it would taste like haha and she said mine would taste the best because I’m like the nicest guy she knows. That made me aww to myself. :) OH! I was sneezing like crazy yesterday and I had thought in my head about how if there are people talking about you, you would start to sneeze. I know it’s not really true, but whatever it was something I wanted to think about. So yeah good times.
In the beginning, you thought I was amazing, you thought I was something different. But, nowadays, it’s like,
- I’ve gotten less attractive to you.
- I don’t have your attention like I used to.
- You’ve run out of things to say to me.
- I’ve gotten boring to you.
- I’m not as interesting to you as I used to be.
- You’ve gotten used to everything I do.
- Your feelings just aren’t the same.
So here I am again typing up a post and it’s 4 in the morning. I really don’t know why I do this all the time. I think I just get really bored or I just have something on my mind that I want to let out. For right now there isn’t really anything on mind but, that’s a good thing. Well maybe a few things but, I’m too tired to really go off. So anyway things are starting to feel clear now, for now at least but, yeah going to sleep now. See you later people.
So…about that last post I didn’t really meet anyone but, I saw an alley way covered in bubble gum it had years and years of bubble gum. I bought some gum and stuck an old bus pass and an old game crazy MVP card. I hope next time I go here it’s still there. Oh I had sushi too that was yummy and saw an amazing candy store. Even though I didn’t get to hit on any girls it was fun. I guess I miss that feeling of having someone. Oh well. Anyway hope everyone is having a good weekend and that’s all I wanted to say for now. Good night everyone.
Alright so later I’m going to hang out with Redd and we’re going to the downtown area. I’m hopeing to get meet someone nice :) Hopefully I don’t get turned down, but if I do I’ll sulk about it later haha jk, but really I want to make a new female friend here, you know for my own reasons lol. So yeah wish me luck and I’ll try to have fun. I feel like you people might judge me because of this post, but whatever.
Well as you people know I’m here in Cali now and it’s about 12:43am and so far shit is going great. :) Tomorrow is going to be even better. I feel less stress from before I left but, I still get stressed over a few things but, I’m learning to block it out. I hope when I get back it doesn’t happen again. Anyway good night have fun and damn fucking Redd just mooned me while typing this. It can not be unseen!!!!!
Geez I’m getting all bipolar here a few hours ago I was all excited now I’m all bummed out. What the hell is going on with me. Well it’s not like you people care I know some of you do, but people who just pass by couldn’t give two shits about this. Just ranting out here anyway, but really I think I need some help and I’m hoping that I might find some soon. Anyway good night to all of you and sorry for all the emoness, but hey I’m only human a very emotional human.
So my last post right yeah drop it. I got to talking to my parents and apparently I get to go now. Haha I know right? Complete turn around. My dad was accepting about it since I talked to him, but on the other hand my mom is still very mad, but I think she’ll let it go. Hopefully… My mom thinks I’m doing this because of Redd, but I’m not I want to do this so I can get away and what not. So yeah even though I hate my parents sometimes I still love them they just need to be a little bit more understanding, but yeah going to California bitches. :) I hope it’s really worth it.
Can someone just end it just end it for me. I can’t believe I’m still having this problem with my parents. I hate it. I want to get out of town for a few days and I can’t have that. I’m only going to miss 2 days of school and I’m pretty sure that I fucking acing those classes, but no mom and dad got to be all pissy about everything. Just sitting there hearing their reasons for not letting me go. It was stupid and made no sense. Can someone just slap some sense into my parents. /sigh Why? Fucking why?
Here we are again. It’s almost 3 in the morning and I feel like just typing here. I really don’t have anything to type about except that I worked on my minecraft haunted house project with Gabbi and Redd. We got a lot done and I’m sure we’ll get a good grade.
So anyway… What should I type…. Uhh…
Well, I want to say something, but I think I’ll leave you people hanging and wonder for yourself. Haha
I think I’m done here.
당신은 나를 사랑 어?
Well I was going to go on a rampaging rant, but now this is just going to be me just complaining about life now. So me and a friend actually planed on going to California for the weekend. It was going to be for 3 days Friday, Saturday and Sunday, but come back Sunday night. So I was really set on going and telling my mom that and that she can have my aunt do her insulin shots while I’m gone. So I might as well explain why I’m typing this. So today I got to hang with my friend Redd and meet someone new she was cute, but I doubt that I could get with her even if I tried. Anyway I was hanging with the both of them and my mom calls me with like an angry tone asking where I was. I told her I was hanging out with friends. That kinda got me mad and I was wondering wtf why are you all pissy. Then she asked me why did Redd stay up till 6 in the morning when he had school that day. So in my head I was like “Why the fuck are you wondering about that.” then I said to her “Why do you care?” then we hung up. Later on as it was getting closer to 7 she calls me again asking when are you going to get home? and what are you people doing? Like she didn’t really need to take a tone with me I don’t know what her problem was. Now that I think about it, it’s really funny. So yeah I got home and I had to tell my mom that I was leaving for California then she goes and tells me that my sisters birthday is this Saturday. I was really disappointed and in my head I was like “Why world? Fucking why?” I really hate that I never really get what I want. I’m trying not to sound all spoiled, but I never really ask for much out of anyone, but when I want something the world likes to throw down and be like “No I don’t think so.” /sigh Yeah, I guess what I’m going to do now is see my sister and not look like an asshole. I really wanted to get out of town so I can just clear my head, but yeah fuck it.